There is No Promise for Tomorrow
Monday, February 1, 2010
But I believe Tomorrow will always be a better day....
Feeling of the Day:My
subconscious mind couldnt think now. Filling with thoughts but couldnt find a way to express it out. It has been a long time that the feeling
empty conjested my heart. But now, I could feel it is coming back. The emptiness that I barely understand. Right now, sitting in front of my dekstop,
typing and deleting what I previously wrote. I couldnt find any word to describe my feeling. Definitely
not emotional or
feeling down. I just want a place to
shout out, someone(s) around to
distract me, anything to
pull me back out from the depth.
College:Well, I guessed college is
boring for me as usual besides a bunch of mates
humored me alot. I really have the passionate for languages. I will never get bored with language classes
except for one---Bahasa Malaysia I was quite enjoyed in English class. The sad part was there is
no one in class speaks English besides the two Indians.
I had never talk to them. Maybe
once, when we
introduced ourselves. For Mathematics, it was as
bad as before this. He always
unaware of what he is talking and
ALWAYS laughed back at his own words and no one in class give him any reaction besides
Giap. I could quote one of his famous question:
"So how? Fail lorh. I also dont know how."Whattheheck! He, as a lecturer shouldnt ask us how, but answer our
"how(s)". And today he just complained about us for keep asking him
"why". For instance, he said that we should ask him more on
"how" but not
"why" because he wouldnt know the reason.
My Gosh! Can
someone please save him or us? I dont want to
fail my Maths and have to stay
one more semester to get that subject pass. His
"BEST RECORD" was more than 50% of his students
FAILED this subject and had to
RETAKE! We are so
dead. =/
Hooray for the General Mathematics Tutorial tomorrow!!! =(
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