Failed a Test Paper?

There is No Promise for Tomorrow

Monday, February 1, 2010

But I believe Tomorrow will always be a better day....

Feeling of the Day:

My subconscious mind couldnt think now. Filling with thoughts but couldnt find a way to express it out. It has been a long time that the feeling empty conjested my heart. But now, I could feel it is coming back. The emptiness that I barely understand. Right now, sitting in front of my dekstop, typing and deleting what I previously wrote. I couldnt find any word to describe my feeling. Definitely not emotional or feeling down. I just want a place to shout out, someone(s) around to distract me, anything to pull me back out from the depth.

College:

Well, I guessed college is boring for me as usual besides a bunch of mates humored me alot. I really have the passionate for languages. I will never get bored with language classes ~~except for one---Bahasa Malaysia~~ I was quite enjoyed in English class. The sad part was there is no one in class speaks English besides the two Indians. ~~I had never talk to them.~~ Maybe once, when we introduced ourselves. For Mathematics, it was as bad as before this. He always unaware of what he is talking and ALWAYS laughed back at his own words and no one in class give him any reaction besides Giap. I could quote one of his famous question:

"So how? Fail lorh. I also dont know how."

Whattheheck! He, as a lecturer shouldnt ask us how, but answer our "how(s)". And today he just complained about us for keep asking him "why". For instance, he said that we should ask him more on "how" but not "why" because he wouldnt know the reason. My Gosh! Can someone please save him or us? I dont want to fail my Maths and have to stay one more semester to get that subject pass. His "BEST RECORD" was more than 50% of his students FAILED this subject and had to RETAKE! We are so dead. =/

Hooray for the General Mathematics Tutorial tomorrow!!! =(

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-My Little Self-Introduction

Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve..