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Feeling of the Day:

My subconscious mind couldnt think now. Filling with thoughts but couldnt find a way to express it out. It has been a long time that the feeling empty conjested my heart. But now, I could feel it is coming back. The emptiness that I barely understand. Right now, sitting in front of my dekstop, typing and deleting what I previously wrote. I couldnt find any word to describe my feeling. Definitely not emotional or feeling down. I just want a place to shout out, someone(s) around to distract me, anything to pull me back out from the depth.

College:

Well, I guessed college is boring for me as usual besides a bunch of mates humored me alot. I really have the passionate for languages. I will never get bored with language classes except for one---Bahasa Malaysia I was quite enjoyed in English class. The sad part was there is no one in class speaks English besides the two Indians. I had never talk to them. Maybe once, when we introduced ourselves. For Mathematics, it was as bad as before this. He always unaware of what he is talking and ALWAYS laughed back at his own words and no one in class give him any reaction besides Giap. I could quote one of his famous question:

"So how? Fail lorh. I also dont know how."

Whattheheck! He, as a lecturer shouldnt ask us how, but answer our "how(s)". And today he just complained about us for keep asking him "why". For instance, he said that we should ask him more on "how" but not "why" because he wouldnt know the reason. My Gosh! Can someone please save him or us? I dont want to fail my Maths and have to stay one more semester to get that subject pass. His "BEST RECORD" was more than 50% of his students FAILED this subject and had to RETAKE! We are so dead. =/

Hooray for the General Mathematics Tutorial tomorrow!!! =(

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Scrolling through my old posts, reading every single line of every posts, taking them bits by bits, I let out a sigh, my heart sank a little What a life I had before this, like roller coaster went up and down. And I know it has to come to a stop before starting everything all over again. So, i supposed to have a NEW BLOG to start my new page of life again and forget the pasts that might hurt. No more looking backwards that remind me of how stupid and how innocent I was in the past.

I know I have a long journey of life to carry on that full with inspirations, desires, and ambitions.My aims are my college, my studies, my homework, and most importantly my future. To be honest, until this minute and second, I still not sure about what I want to be or my career options for the future. I am just following the flow. Study whatever I have to first. I have four years to think about it. For the main reason I enrolled college for Jan intake is I want to finish study earlier than others and stay at home make me feel empty.

So talking about college. I am currently started my foundation in arts(management and accountancy) at Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman(UTAR). For your information, UTAR is NOT KTAR or even UniTAR. Totally different! =D I know many of you might get confused. Many people asked me why on earth I wanted to start college so early and didnt really enjoy the holidays or even gain some experience from part-time jobs. Well, I want to finish studies as early as possible. Plus, staying at home be a couch potato neither a good idea too. I was almost rotted for the past 2 weeks at home. And part-time job is not as fun as many people thought. Most of my friends complained and wanted to quit. I know the whole idea of getting a part-time job is to earn some pocket-money($.$) and the most excited part is getting your OWN salary. BUT, I dont want to step in the field of working that fast. =P Truely speaking, college is really boring! However, I couldnt deny that studying is the best way to kill time. AND TIME IS GOLD! XD

Basically, college is really boring. I am stressing it again because I really feel so. I hate the most is the break time. For 1 or 2 hours of break, I have no idea what to do! It's really wasting of time and driving me nuts while waiting the next class to start. I really dont like the waiting part. And speaking of this, another issue that I want to bring up. UTAR bus also makes me WAIT! There are only 6 buses to go Asiajaya Station per day. Most of my classes end around 3pm. If I miss the 3.30pm bus and I have to wait until 6.30pm, for goodness sake! If I am not mistaken, the first week of college, I had waited the bus for more than 2 hours. Darn it. My situation is still okay now, but I pity Jolyn for instance. Hers is much more terrible than mine. She got class till 4.30pm. So if she needs to catch a bus, she has to wait until 6.30pm. By the way, we actually take one hour to reach home! ONE HOUR! sighs. Poor public transport system. Imagine how much I can benefit from the one hour! (as if) Hopefully the new bus schedule will do a better arrangement. =)

For my first trimester, I am taking Basic English, Critical Thinking, Principle of Economics, General Mathematics 1 and Financial Accounting. Well, basically I am quite happy with all my lecturers and tutors BUT ONE- General mathematics lecturer(and tutor at the same time). He is the worst maths teacher I have ever met! He is really BLUR. Always. He couldnt tell if the answer is right or wrong, his usual response is " SHOULD BE CORRECT"! Whatthe... he has to refer to the book to copy the solutions for us. He couldnt even do simple maths!I could already imagine what I would get for my maths if I only depends on his teaching skills. I know this could be mean. Also, have to understand that the world gives sympathy to nobody. Cruel yet reality. Others are okay. Besides financial account might put me to sleep sometimes. I think it was not the lecture's fault, it is mine. I have always showed no interest in this subject. It is so boring and technical. How I wish I could study Sociology instead, sounds interesting at least. I love my econs lecturer the most for she is a VERY NICE and FUN person. At least she catches my attentions during her class.

There is another reason that I mentioned college is boring because THERE IS NO HOT GUYS HERE! Only a hot "guy".I didnt spot any so far in my batch. I didnt know about science class but I will keep an eye for them as the science students are coming to my block on wednesday! Hopefully I can spot one at least, so that my college life wouldnt have to be so dull. XD

Printing lecture notes is so tiring and wasting of ink. My new black ink cartridge is already half gone. sob.

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